Always believing the lowest
Trusting the insecurities
Following the negativity
That eats away at the brain
And the mind blanks out to all
Not the paranoia and fear
Of selfish claims and ulterior motives
That nothing is true
And there is naught to be certain
About and be caught by
Once falling face and back down
Blind and vulnerable
Guards and wall won’t ever drop down
And we were at the start
But now we get pushed further
Back to the negatives
Past point zero
Terrified and needing a comfort
Holding on to unsure distrust
Gone in time to a place with no
Trust, hope, or belief in
The good of human kind’s
Heart and pureness
Through the tainted lives
We live day by week
By month and year
Forever and eternity apart
Nothing to do except trust
Nothing to change but everything
Nothing to believe in but reality
But trusting nothing
And changing nothing
And believing only worries
We become infinitely further
From the beginning
The start is miles and centuries lost
And we’re halfway to the start
But we waver yet again
Facing the fresher world
Of dry yellow grass
And shaded eyes
And whispered exchanges
And solitude of self benefit
So the distance close splits
Yet again to another half
And we’re yet another halfway
From the start
Such disbelief and anger
Never subsiding
And wallowing in filled silence
Tense and breakable
Snapping in small pressure
Unable to be anything but incomplete
Relationships slashed
Homes burnt in fury
And frozen in ice
The match of lava and hail
Meeting halfway,
Halfway to the start
