Monday, July 26, 2010

Torpedo


Birdless skies cloudy and grey
Until a single torpedo flits past
One lone sparrow darting above
Cutting through the heavens

Wings moving flutter fast
Suddenly pressed tight close
Shooting through the air bullet brave
Slicing through air smooth as water

Out of the twigs and leaves
Away from the feather padding
No more regurgitation
Goodbye feeding

Pushed and shoved
Prodded and snipped
Tough love and what has to be done
Hard as it is, it is inevitable

And the image in mind
Morphs externally
But captures the true soul,
The real life struggles and cycle

Of all life
Of not only the flocks of birds
Of not simply humanity
Of an often incomplete group

Animals branch out
Down lines of ancestral roots
Sprouting buds of floral décor
Growing fruit amongst the leafy green

Becoming diverse and unique
Aligned through a common point
Invisible to the naked eye
Solid to the mental scope

Pushing through each day, facing each blow
Looking towards the newer
Looking back to the familiar
Pushing out the nest, facing nothing but now

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Door Without Key

Hearing news of surgical procedure coming
Fearing that cutting pain
Worried and fretful for that bloody opening
Wondering where those sharp knives have been
Questioning the steadiness of the hands performing

Calming down with trust
Believing in their training and experience
Knowing that it is all a must
Telling oneself that it’s for the best
Finally done with all that they’ve fussed

A whole surgery goes on in complexity
Patient knocked unconscious from anesthesia
And the heart is stopped momentarily
Dead in some thought
Alive only on medical hands and machinery

Post-operation
Wounds closed and cleaned
Awaken drowsy from the medication
Know nothing and remember nothing
Thinking back to a simple cut and stitch done

The surgery is merely captured in what they see
A miniscule scar left remnant
Mind acknowledges it as a new door without key
Never realizing the moment of robotic lifelessness
Finishing, not aware of the lack of guarantee

Life Mechanism

Hospitalized
Alone
Separate
In isolation
No visitors
No guests
Family, friends, who?
All too busy, all too far
When they come and you are bedridden
When they come and you are in comatose
When they come and you cannot move
You cannot talk, swallow, or move your eyes
Wanting only love and compassion
Wanting someone to care
Only then will limbo fade
And the chains and bonds break
Escaping at last into florescent lighting
Into more encasement within white walls
And insistent beeping of machinery
Of the constant flow of air through ventilators
Of nutrition and drugs flowing through veins
Broken into by needles and tubes
A living human science project
And near hopeless cause revitalized
Brought home at last
A home you missed for decades past
Finally with those that will look after you
As a newborn child once again
At the ends of the cycle
And attention returns
With people together through each daily second
Until the new beginning arises